The current string of decisions I have made, have not only destroyed me as a person but has lead to an entire string of regret. Now, in retrospect, I did make a HUGE MISTAKE by not including Rae B. in the decision making. But that tumbled into a SHIT BALL. Not only has all my privacy been thrown to the wind (i.e. I have none) but I have become public enemy number 1.
Side note: Despite how it appears, I am a very private person
At this point I feel like I'm boxing myself in. I'm fxckin myself over with these decisions I'm making. I'm building my own prison. Now, to redeem myself, I have to live like a nun in training. Geo-send my location, pictures, calls, and texts about what I'm doing, and be on my best behavior. FYI this is all my own plan to redemption.
I know it seems like an oxymoron, I am a private person but I share all my information with you guys. The difference between this and that is I have control over the information shared here. But that's neither here or there. So there it is. Now to not spiral into a pit of depression and rash decisions.
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